May 2024 “The Quantum Awakening Newsletter”


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A Thought, and A Way of Life 

May 2024

ISSUE # 302



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From your Hostess of Light

Solar and Stellar Photons


The 5th dimensional Heart




From your Hostess of Light As we move forward in energy, light and future we come to many junctions and active choices that confuse the senses and mind. We are stretched dimensionally and biologically into many directions of development. Places with many doorways open where light consciousness has many long memories. Small places in-between time that we can easily slip in and out of, in a blink of an ‘I Am” Presence.  This summer’s dimensional flux re-directs you onto places of cellular memory that needs healed before you can move forward into a higher light quotient.  The body holds all memories thru time and incarnation, each physical pain is associated with a memory, a place, a time or situation that needs to be cleansed and released.

What is known as Ascension starts cell by cell; the cell is like a room that is to be renovated awaiting new paint /new bamboo flooring/ new larger windows, etc/ First however the cell has to be emptied of all old furniture. Completely emptied before the new can be become a reality.  Will we willingly let go of the old furniture or hang on to that which no longer serves us? Think of winning the Lottery, having enough money to buy your dream house anywhere in the world, and yet you chose to stay put, enduring what you have always endured. Not receiving the good that awaits you!

All memories are held within the body, past present and future; some are sweet, some are nightmares, others have blended with the horizon not to be seen fully. As we increase our light quotient we push light into the cells that are not yet ready for renovation, as they are still holding onto the discomfort/comfort of the past and are afraid to fully release into more. When you ask for more light, more truth more love, expect the human body to rebel and react and have a tantrum.  Speak to the pain as a small unloved child, with love and understanding in your heart. The parts of us that feel unloved live within the pain. Like a Master of light gently speak them into ‘unconditional healing.

Solar and Stellar Photons 

There are profound and intense energies happening at this time. Do not ask for any upgrades or downloads to your dimensional field of light or you may find yourself in a time axis shift (one minute it is now the next minute you are into the future). The energies that come forth are moving at millions of miles per second coming forth from deep space and supernovas that turn into white holes. The stellar white hole pours itself forward into the center of our Suns Heart.   These energies have no consciousness, they only have a mission to move throughout the cosmos and deposit their truths into living beings via the solar and stellar photons. 

Man is hybrid being composed of earth and stardust that came forth from deep space.  These energies that come forth pouring into the human heart do so at the request of the universe, remember Divinity always reaches its Destination. Earth moves forward into more whitecaps of light penetrating the cell membranes of all livingness, moving our DNA towards a biological revival.

The dispersion of these energies as living photons of light come forth as interstellar rays with no physical barricades of any kind, dispersing their molecular intent into all areas of life from our secret moods to the ‘mean-girl weather patterns’ we have been experiencing. These energies are demanding and make you look at what you do not want to see. Like a Personal trainer they demand more of you than you think you’re capable of giving.

Each human being has an Achilles heal of sorts. These living photons of supercharged-light penetrate our inner Achilles heel deep like an Immaculate Cosmic Conception. These incoming Cosmic bursts ( in the form of CME, Solar Flares, etc.) will take you out of your comfort zone making you look at genres that you never thought you would engage; bringing forth deep cellular memories of what needs to be completed in your earth journey. Humans waste so much time being afraid and mad at everything and everyone around them. Pointing fingers at parents, presidents and past lives; not taking the fullness of responsibility for their creational choices. This emotional back-tracking, creates a double jeopardy clause; to avoid this technical difficulty, stop making excuses!


The fifth dimension is invisible to the human eye, as it is minuscule and curls up on itself like a pill bug rolls up under threat. Scientists and physicists do not agree on how many dimensions truly exist. Some say six, some say 10, and others say into infinity. String theory postulates that absolutely everything in this universe is a manifestation of a single object. The way it vibrates determines whether it’s a photon or an electron, everything is part of a single unified concept. These dimensions come in two types: those that you can see and those that are tiny and curled up, existing on a microscopic level.

Dimensions are simply different facets of what we perceive to be reality. Superstring Theory suggests that the universe exists in ten different dimensions. These different aspects are what govern the universe. Scientists believe that the fourth dimension is Time, which governs the properties of all known matter at any given point. According to Superstring Theory, the fifth and sixth dimensions are where the concepts of possible other worlds arise. If we could see through the fifth dimension, we would see a world slightly different from our own with many similarities and many differences all possible futures.

In the sixth dimension, we would see a vast plane of possible worlds, that start with the same initial conditions as ours, In theory, if you could master the fifth and sixth dimension, you could travel back in Time and go to different futures. In the seventh dimension, you have access to the possible worlds that are birthed differently from earth. The eighth dimension gives us a plane of imaginable possibility. In the ninth dimension, we can compare all the possible universe histories, starting with the different possible laws of physics. In the tenth and final dimension, we arrive at the point in which everything possible and imaginable is covered. Beyond this, nothing can be imagined by us lowly mortals.

We all thought that regular black holes were weird and mysterious think again, because for the first time, physicists have successfully replicated what would happen to black holes in a five-dimensional world and how they behave could threaten our fundamental understanding of how the Universe works. The simulation suggested that our Universe is made up of five or more dimensions.  In other words, five-dimensional black holes would contain gravity so intense, the laws of physics we know would fall apart. I know this is a lot to wrap your head around. In a five-dimensional universe, physicists have theorized that black holes are more like very thin rings, rather than holes,  as they evolve they generate a series of  ‘ energy bulges’ that become thinner and thinner over time, and eventually break off to form mini black holes elsewhere. In these ‘ultra-gravity rings’, gravity is so intense it creates a ‘naked singularity’. Naked singularity is an event so strange no one really knows what would occur, except that the laws of relativity would no longer apply.


The 5th Dimensional Heart

The 5th dimensional heart is not a place for sissies it is a place for those who wish to achieve celestial perspective.  It is a place that’s full of emotional slopes, mountains of hope and valleys of dead-ends & endless possibilities. The 5th dimensional heart reaches out past the earth heart, feeling the need to extend itself in dimensional quest.  It reaches out like the arm of the Milky Way Galaxy spiraling out thru time, reaching for the unknown. Within the human heart lives four living-chambers; one chamber represents the distant past, one represents the recent past one represents the present and one represents the future. The heart is the only organ that does not renew itself as other organs in the body. It gathers all flavors of love, requited and unrequited, thru time and situation and holds it dearly.

The human heart holds the hopes and dreams and wishes for a species that has outwardly ‘lost Hope’. The human heart is necessary for Earth to survive as a species, without it they will perish. As a species Humankind cannot bear the pain of one more sadness, one more loved one passing, or one more bad diagnosis. The rooms within the heart are piled so high with disappointments and sadness’s there is no room at the Inn for anyone or anything. At this time the human heart demands to ascend… moving upward like one that takes a plane flight instead of driving to their destination. Lifting up thru time, above the Earthly self-imposed obstructions; the human heart seeks to be more, feel more, and Love more at every intersection of life. The 5th dimensional heart seeks to shine outward and onward without exception and without fear of losing itself.


Sacred geometry is a mirror to the soul reflecting all possibilities and outcomes simultaneously

This magical sacred geometry combo fashioned in copper, comes at the perfect time as we all integrate the dimensional adjustment we experienced on the 2024 solar eclipse. We are all entering a trans-dimensional time, moving in and out of multiple dimensions, and overlapping light fields. This summer Space-Time is getting a face-lift.  While the cosmic waves of light flow in, thru and around us will be recalibrated in order to adjust to the rising arrival of solar signals. Consider this a kind of ‘Quantum Entanglement Makeover’ which is triggering cellular streamlining. Sacred geometry unites light and form as well as science and spirituality. All of nature is geometric of form. All life forms emerge out of timeless numerical codes. Patterns and codes activate our natural cognizance. This beautiful crystal copper inlaid sacred twosome come to give us the gift of symmetry they call themselves ‘Solar Illumination Structures.’ 

The Star Tetrahedron is composed of two equally sized tetrahedrons, one facing upwards one facing downwards. They are exact reflections of each other. The Star Tetrahedron is the geometric representation of the human body, the male and female, heaven and earth, it is also called the Merkaba. The word Merkaba is an Egyptian word; the word ‘Mer’ is translated into ‘Light’, ‘Ka’ refers to the Spirit, while ‘Ba’ refers to the body. The mercaba is an excellent tool as it activates and enhances the Light body quotient. It is an ancient symbol that protects the aura while clearing the light field. It enables us to experience expanded awareness, and restores memory of the infinite possibilities of our being. This sacred symbol stabilizes and revives the two sides of the brain, representing the unity of the finite within the infinite.

The gift of the Crescent moon is one of release. This is a time to let go of anything that no longer serves your most high-good. The crescent symbolizes creativity, change, dreams, and release surrendering to the natural flow and order of the Universe. No matter what the moon is or where it came from, it obviously holds power over earth and her inhabitants. Its secrets are locked beneath a pearly veil. It is a talisman of the inner voyage, taking one deep into the self to retrieve what seems to be missing, pulling back the veil so you can see beyond time. 

Solar Activity Illuminates Consciousness Solar cycles play an important role in the advancement of human awareness. Solar activity is a catalyst for our evolutionary process. It stimulates change in matter, energy, and consciousness. Evolutionary change is Sun driven, energy is always coming from deep space thru the portal of the sun.  As the heart and brain of this entire solar system, the Sun sends a twelve-faceted geometric light into every atom of its solar universe. The Sun is a portal thru which streams info and light emanations from other light systems and worlds above ours.  It is a storehouse of vital energies and is considered to be the great heart.  Stars like our sun are the visible raiment’s of celestial beings that are far ahead of us in their spiritual evolution.  Their inner aspects are invisible, just like ours. The sun is simply the heart and brain of our Universe, The sun feeds its family: just as the heart feeds the body. to see pix and prices


“TOTALITY” From Star Essence

Total Solar Eclipse and Arkansas Quartz Crystal- Arklantis Gem Essence Cosmic Perspective; Effervescent Ecstasy; System Calibration; Epic Initiation.

With our commitment to Ascension and our ‘I AM’ presence, this essence can help activate and elevate our creative faculties, skills and abilities. This can mean deleting some old parts of ourselves and bringing on-line some new parts. There is a system calibration to rejuvenate us and allow us to hold more light. This essence was made with a recently excavated clear quartz crystal during the total solar eclipse on   the path of Totality, in Hot Springs Arkansas (Arklantis) ~on Wedding Island in the crystalline Lake Ouachita.  The biggest vein of Quartz in the country and second in the world runs under this magnificent lake.  The white dragon energy was there weaving Light and energy around us.

As received by Gillian Macbeth after receiving a sample bottle of TOTALITY from Starr♥  This Liquid vibration of Awakening shows you how to shine your Light no matter what’s going on in your life, your memory or you’re very earthy heart. Remember the Lighthouse doesn’t just walk away and quit because it’s a bad hair-stormy day.  This essence asks you to ‘Commit to the requests of your Soul.

Within this timely essence lives a cosmic code wrapped around a solar event escorted into a new placement of time by a dragon of white-light at a planetary crystal intersection. This Essence calls to all aspects of you, in all places of time; it beckons what is fixed, broken, or holy within you to remove all expectancy of life and become entangled in the knowing that ‘time will put you exactly where you belong.’

Totality is a power word, a master teaching, within that word lives the vibration of #77. This humble number asks you to climb Jacobs ladder and then take a high dive into your life. This is the vibration of the spiritual warrior, One who walks a narrow path within self and soul. #77 works for the light, by the light and with the light, having vows laced thru out Time. The master number #77 asks you embrace the spiritual side of everything. It escorts your awareness into a place where miracles are birthed and expected.

This powerful Totality Essence holds within it Living Codes of Light that seek to awaken what still sleeps within your countenance. Allow this essence to merge with your own totality, allow it to be absorbed by your body as a living memory and Divine instruction. This vibrational fluidity opens a ‘portal of Time’ that allows you to see you your complete livingness merged with your interdimensional aspects of self, creating a living gateway of totality.

The celestial white dragon of time shows its kaleidoscopic underbelly as time-loop conduits escort All into a New Earth Portal, removing the obstacles of dimensional re-flux as we move through the Rapids of distortion into a place of safety and inner peace. This vibrational essence asks for your heart to be in a place of trust and completion, to heal your soul scars, your dead-end timelines, your past angers and fears allowing them to be diminished and disbanded in the new solar alignments.

This Totality essence is likened to pushing a ‘restart button’ allowing oneself to start over in thoughts, in heart, and in action. The word and energy of ‘Restart’ is a 29/11 vibration a numerical aspect of 11:11. Watching ones words is important within the structure of 29/11. There is power within the word and how one chooses to use it Speaking problems and solutions in and out of existence. Balancing positive thought with negative self-talk, wanting to finish but sometimes afraid to start. This is an essence of alliance with the most-high aspects of all parts of your humanness and Soul completing a circuit of Light awareness. Go to to order.

N.O.W (New Order of Wonder)

 BE Here and NOW… Become aware of being aware.  Open the door to presence. Open to advanced celestial visions. Become aligned with the eternal moment of NOW. These harmonic frequencies help us to: Step into the 5th frequency/dimension experience of wellbeing. Stay in present time, the place where we can change things. Thrive during these cosmic, changing times. Be perpetually present, in the flow. Go beyond time (where being out of time can be a good thing : ) Go moment to moment, freeing us from the addiction of time. Be engaged in presence, being present.

There is a monumental shift to a new level of awakening, as we have moved up the spiral of evolution. Our divinity is guiding us. We are open to sacred knowledge and infinite possibilities. This combination of essences can assist us in opening to more advanced celestial visions, and have access to new realms of light and systems.  It helps bring things into our vibrational reach. This can accelerate our ascension.  We become our solar selves in our physical bodies.  

We are rapidly becoming more energy sensitive, and moving beyond concepts into practicality.  The past and the future are reactions- we can step into a new octave of presence and know ourselves and be in love with ourselves.  We can feel, verses think.  We are finished with the past – and we go for presence. We become aware of being aware. Riding the cosmic forces of change, our relationship with time is changing, and how we handle it – and we are here for it!!! This essence helps to open the door to the present.  Pay attention to the intuitive guidance of your I Am Presence. We are NOW able to receive divine promptings, ideas and concepts.  All we have to do is ask.  Miracles are awaiting creation.  We are liberated into a higher order of being. Go to to order


‘Field of Dreams meets little Star Foundation’

Little Star Foundation provides financial aid and long-term care to children with cancer and children in need. This heart felt foundation is founded by former professional tennis player Andrea Jaeger.

The universe moves in mysterious ways as it has sent the ‘field of dreams to meet the little stars, in the form of Kevin Costner joining forces with the legendary Andrea Jaeger (former professional tennis player) to help children via her foundation Little Star Foundation provides financial aid and long-term care to children with cancer and children in need.

Please join Kevin Costner and Andrea Jaeger in heart and intention by donating to Little Star Foundation. This wonder filled foundation is now providing support in 38 states and worldwide. Please visit  for more information.Hear directly from Kevin Costner, Andrea Jaeger, and the children of Little Star Foundation – together we can do amazing things.

Contact Andrea Jaeger – Little Star Foundation  800-543-6565

174 Watercolor Way  Suite 103B343 Santa Rosa Beach, FL 32459

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Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

PO Box 217 Dandridge, Tennessee 37725-0217