February 2019 Quantum Awakening Newsletter


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A Thought, A Way of Life, and a ‘Sanctuary of Truth ‘

February 2019

Issue #242

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***from your Hostess of Light

***truths from the ever changing universe…

***Crystalline Expo. Knoxville TN

***Air*Bender selenite knives

***Transmission sessions with Gillian

***cosmic classified ads


From your Hostess of Light. I don’t know about you all but it has been a whirlwind of Energy’s and events, since 2019 was birthed,  pushing us forward like a triathlon, never allowing us to stop and take a breath. One energy after another rewrites our life scripts we have memorized. Whether on Mother Earth or in the heavens and skies everything has stirred in a big Cosmic pot, since the beginning of 2019.

Finally we all begin to feel a little better inside like a daffodil pushing through the frozen ground seeking some kind of light, and pow to the moon as more and more unusual weather comes our way saturating our very worlds. We are so programmed to reach for more light in these dreary days. The elements have become expandable and trade places with each other like snow in Hawaii and Florida. We are on edge like a cat in the winter woods jumping at every moon shadow, always waiting for something unexpected. Our adrenals are on high 24 hrs. a day without pause.

The moons are becoming Bigger and Bluer and the night sky changes its pigmentations and pixels. Planets and stars have asteroid eclipses showing off their true underbelly to all that have the eyes to see.  Each new realization on Earth, each new find of ancient eras, activates cellular records of remembrance. Everyday our ancient knowing’s are birthed over and over again as what we believe is finally proven and given full credit. At that point we come to a miraculous realization that holding anything in a place of  light will eventually give it proof of life.

We are all pursuing a cosmic carrot, something juicy to hang in front of us, to give us hope, to give us a reason for all of this craziness, and to give us renewal. We can feel the dimensional fluidity and variance, we can hear the dimensions stretching, we can sense it and smell it as our earthiness kicks in. We are not in the same space and time, as we were only a few months ago. There is a perceivable difference to this place, and Like a Stranger in a Strange Land we venture out into the unknown on our Quest. Our Quest For Truth For Love for peace and a smile. Our quest to know that justice will triumph, that light will always see victory and that love lives in all of the universe

We all feel the need to follow ‘A New Path’ one that is lit by the future and not the past. One that excites our curiosity, increases our heartbeat, and allows a smile to enter our eyes. We are all on a journey of time known and unknown, in a space that was given to us as a gift.

We are Pathfinders that seek illumination.  The soul becomes itchy as does the feet as we move forward into spring. We are tired of being afraid of our future, ourselves, our world and we choose to wear the armor of one that is fearless in their quest.  We Are ‘The Champions and the Cause’ has lived in our hearts and souls since time immortal. This next shift integrates slowly like a chameleon compelling a color change. However within the slow motion of Earth’s magnetic revolutions and time striations, a quickening is birthed.




As we exit the month of the human heart and all that involves we enter places of emotion we are not prepared for. All places and times merge together in a patchwork of feelings that cannot be explained away. Spontaneous eruptions of tears and fears come to the surface as we walk forward into more light and enlightenment.  As we entered this year a heavy dense feeling entered many of us. We wept and mourned for things that had not even occurred. We felt the presence of the ‘great comforter’, the one that holds the hearts and hands of Earth.

 The biggest part of being human is feeling. It is all the senses wrapped around each other in a perfect DNA spiral. Feeling is what makes us human and vulnerable and yet at the same time holy. We as human try to run and escape the feelings by whatever means is necessary. But like a Wiley coyote they turn around and bit us in the butt. We should have figured it out by now, but we cannot escape emotions and feelings no matter how hard we try. Like a shadow at high noon, they are always in our face and under our skin. Pushing prodding making us irritable.  Life is already demanding asking more of us than we think is possible.  The effect is a like a planetary Saturn return all go in front to the cosmic principle.

We all keep doing good deeds, every day in every way. We follow all the rules of light and life playing accordingly. We accrue blessings left and right that seem to fall into a sinkhole not to be retrieved again. Karmic interruptions of life and others keep one on bended knee. What do we as a planet need to do to get the big bad energetic storms to subside and move away. Time is quickened karma is quickened and nerves are quickened. This new playing field and cosmic chess set keeps us hopping like the Easter bunny eating his own bounty. We seek the sweetness and simplicity of life.

We feel time running unrestrained, as it demands more and more from our already tired humanness. Our list of things ‘to do’ is getting longer and longer, no matter how fast we hurry. Our personal and family dramas are self-consuming. Emotions run amuck, making a jumble of things. Our logical brain seems to stop as we ride our animal brain. It is at this point that many will just sit down and let go. Free-will seems to have left the building.

It is not that we are doing anything wrong it is that we are trying to connect with what was and what should be. Like your smart phone dialing a 1950’s phone number, no matter how hard you try there is no connection. Allow the Light to escort you thru this new playing field.  There is not a wrong or right way but there is a more efficient way. Trust is the elephant in the room, as we all will walk through the many mansions in our heart. Emotions will spring forth from the inner abyss.  Hand over what is heavy in your life and heart to that which we once sprang from. Whatever your beliefs let go and allow the light to drive this segment of the cosmic highway.


As dimensional Fissures become an everyday occurrence we find ourselves sailing down new passages of time in our homemade flotation devices. What was long sought within history now slowly unveils itself and comes to the surface to be seen and recognized. We have become light Navigators in striations of light that we never knew existed. We ALL sit at a collective point of Light.

Days and nights dance together as 24 hours seems to have condensed like tomato soup. Just Like lights that slowly dim in a great hall, one does not always feel or sense the shift. What we see in this new venue of light is yet to be formed.  Each human is developing bifocal lens, allowing them to see dimensionally and past time. Love and forgiveness are a great Salve and should be applied generously. The Child of Light that lives within each person seeks to glide to the surface effortlessly like an island that surfaces in the night.

The skin of the soul is thin and sensitive, seeking seclusion. The being of Light within wishes to come to the surface, like a message in a bottle but the humanness is not comfortable sharing the life raft with another.  Save our souls, SOS, means so much more than can written in time or sand.

Humanity is truly and deeply loved by that which first gave it light and life. As the good within humanities heart flails about in its own Sea of Misperception, ancient ciphers come to the surface, codes of Honor, codes of Truth, codes of the heart and great promises that seek to be kept. The very word promise itself has the vibration of two joining hands joining hearts and joining lights in a comradeship that should hold Through Time. Promises we made to ourselves from Years Gone by now fly by higher than our ability to see. No longer are we bound to what we once promised our god and ourselves.  We are set free to ignite a new line of light, a new passion a new creative fire and Drive.

We all come around the blind corner of self, face-to-face with dimensional aspects of our own being.  Everything mirrors what we need to express. Most days we would like to just stay home and board the windows shut, but Life demands more from us and she always gets what she wants. Is seeing believing or is the believing in the seeing? So many truths from so many eras come forth to display themselves.

Within the vacuum of Time and Space, there are those who move thru zero point into place where matter and antimatter co-occur. It is the place where the positive and negative collide, destroying and creating simultaneously. It is a place of awakening and a place of forgetfulness. It is the beginning and the end, the alpha and the omega. It is home to the creational forces that can bend and shape worlds with a wink!

The ancient texts have always insisted humanity was destined to “become as gods.’ According to ancient legends, such beings are to return at the beginning and end of each time cycle. The truths written by the ancients imply that earth was meant to evolve beyond its present form.  Particles of infinite light from numerous universes are the source of all new worlds.  Within the very word ‘center’ lives the word ‘enter’. To find the center of the universe you must Enter you first. 

We as Light exist at a point of time that sees both a probable and impossible future. We exist in timetables of uninterrupted elements that force natural laws to bend. We seek to know the choices you juggle on a daily basis, and to learn about the power of earth and its natural laws. Hidden within all are elements are truths that seek to be known. We enter that which is porous and particle of structure, a structure that continually circumvents itself.  An emptiness has filled your abyss for even your creations no longer bring you joy.  A deep sadness fills your Galactic heart, which lives in the center of every cell of your body.

Evolution is not a puddle but a watercourse that seeks to be a river. We invite you to fly beyond the boundaries of space and time ‘Creating portals of Choice’. We exist at a place of light that light bends upon itself. We have waited long for this connection of human. Let our pure intelligence shine bright in your world for we are a light that seeks a new heart to enter. We seek to guide as a rope that escorts one up a snowy mountain, allowing one to ascend and descend safely.  Our heart beats as does yours from a place of knowing.


 As we all move thru the frozen restructurings of powerful earth changes, we come to a deep Abyss of prehistoric fears. Fears that have been like a jack in the box, escaping, running rampant like children on a sugar high at Halloween. Survival Fears float to a surface that runs deeper than time itself.  Fear of life and death, fear of no control over anything, from the government, to the weather, and the future in all of her forms. So many groundless Fears drift to the surface, like an inner tube that refuses to sink. Why do these thoughts and fears rise to the surface now? What encoding do they hold that needs released for the greater good? What are we being forced to let go of?

Everyday some unforeseen situation is flung our way. Whether it comes from a work situation, a family member, deep space or out of the vapors every day we all deal with new players in our personal light field. Many have become weary as they fight battle after battle, like sailor on a life raft, surrounded by sharks, waiting on a rescue ship. One thing after another steals our peace, leaving our bodies on high alert, restless and worn out. Adrenaline runs excessive as the loop of dread tightens around our very human necks.  We try hard to honor each and every day and circumstance but it is like drinking through a straw with a hole in it.  Fear steals our peace and often our prosperity. It lowers our immune system and leads us astray. Fear also serves it purpose. It gives us a strength we did not know we had, the strength to survive and adapt, like many a creature before us. The courage to move thru the darkness and seek the Light. The courage to examine all we believe, and when that fails, the courage to go deeper into our soul, diving deep like a pearl diver and retrieving the treasure.



Selenite Carved Ceremonial Knives

 Thank goodness I found more of these beautiful carved selenite knives, I bought all the Moroccans hadin stock. They hold one heck of a powerful energy. These powerful Selenite knives call themselves ‘AIR*BENDERS.’ The element of air is symbolic of that which is invisible and all encompassing. It is spirt in motion.

Air-bending is the aero-kinetic ability to control and influence air. Air is the element of freedom. The key to air bending is flexibility in thought, intention and energy.  It means finding and following the path of least resistance. These ‘Air*bender’ knives are perfect for cutting energetic cords, past life karma, past life vows, and contracts. This is a great tool for cutting psychic hooks and cords, and perfect for psychic surgery. These selenite knives can also be used for setting power circles around one’s self, creating an impenetrable circle of protective light, keeping the negativity and dark intentions outside the circle of Light.

Selenite has the power to conduct light rays like fiber optics into high frequency light radiations. Selenite can record information written on light rays as well as disperse info on those same rays. Selenite can be used to send messages and images. Selenite is an ancient stone, a calm stone that instills peace.  It has an ethereal quality and is said to inhabit the place between light and matter.  Selenite clears confusion and is a powerful stabilizer for erratic emotions. Selenite exists at the doorway between spirit and nature. It is the fiber holding these two worlds in communication with each other and is a receiver for information from the causal plane. It provides its owner with more ability to reach these planes and communicate with the higher spiritually evolved beings, masters and teachers

The knife is a tool with many symbolic meanings. It has been used to signify severance of anything, division, or liberation. In Buddhism, cutting with a knife represents deliverance, as in cutting the bonds of ignorance. Knives have played a major role in many beliefs. In past times, women would place knives under their bed while giving birth because they thought it would ease the pain. They would also plunge the knife into the headboard of a baby’s cradle in order to protect it. The Greeks also recognized the protective qualities of the knife. Before going to sleep, they placed a black-handled knife underneath their pillow in order to keep nightmares at bay. In Anglo-Saxon culture, after a person died, they were buried with a knife so they would not be defenseless in the afterlife. King Tut was buried with several knives. Knives have strong dream symbolism, to dream of a knife symbolizes injustice. The dream is instructing you to battle such a wrong and fight back.

Like air its self, Air*benders build up a large amount of thrust and momentum, which is then released through elemental intentions. ‘Air*benders’ have the ability to encircle adversaries or those that wish them harm with a circle of light. The air*bender can deflect attacks by encircling themselves allowing only that which is good to enter. Use these air*bender knives for symbolically cutting all ties and karma with those that are not for your highest. Use them for releasing bad habits and outdated thoughts. Bring the thought to the fore front of your mind and then use the air*bender knife to release it.

Since clouds are made from air and water, the air*bender knife can easily deploy them into various shapes with truths displayed outward in symbols, pictures and glyphs. Clouds see all that happens on earth making them perfect elemental allies.  The element of air can be felt as a soft gentle breeze or forceful like a tornado. Air is the carrier of all primary elements. Air transports the vibrations of sound, scents, and temperatures. The mind is like the sky with cloudy thoughts passing by, breath is like the wind, it clears the clouds, worries and confusions.

Selenite is a form of Gypsum, named after the Greek Moon Goddess Selene. Selenite crystals help to remove all energy blockages in the body. Selenite comes originally from ancient oceans and seas it is a water element just as the emotions are associated with water.  It has been found that Selenite has a direct effect upon balancing the emotions. Selenite vibrates at a very high frequency almost too high to be seen manifested on the physical planes. Selenite brings Light into the subtlest of things manifested. It bends pure white light to manifest things on the earth planes it is a catalyst of manifestation. Selenite can increase the frequency of physical matter to a more spiritual plane as well as lower the frequency of light into a more physical plane.  it becomes a bridge between the spiritual and physical. It can create new electrical synapses with your own physical body allowing your light body to manifest more clearly for you in this physical world.  For more info and to see pictures  go to  www.thequantumawakening.com

‘Transmission Sessions’

with Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

The word transmission means “across, beyond, through” and that is exactly how these sessions can be defined. They are not just your vanilla box reading or session of truth, they are an experience for the soul filling you with pure light and healing  Each session is uniquely tailored for your light and life.  Each healing sound and each channeled word, is for your light, your body, your heart and soul.

Your ‘Transmission session’ will be a ‘remote session’ aligned with your soul light and soul purpose. It will be recorded and a link will be sent to you via email. just click on link and you can download your session to computer, cd, usb….THIS IS NOT A PHONE READING.

Sessions are approx. 1.5 hour + long/ recorded/ Total session cost $144 

*** clear the energy field thru healing sound. Peruvian Healing vessels and crystal bowls

*** Protection statements spiritual release statements and clearing statements

***karma releasing/clearing technique 

*** DNA healing / clearing bloodline

*** insights and truths from Gillian 

*** Channeled message from Gillian and your Teachers of Light

Please send payment  of $144 via www.paypal.com  to thequantumawakening@gmail.com

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Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

PO box 217

Dandridge, TN 37725

email me at thequantumawakening@gmail.com


Cosmic Classified

The Crystalline Light Expo

Saturday, March 23, 2019,  9:30 am to 5:30 pm

Rothchild Catering and Convention Center 

8807 Kingston Pike, Knoxville, TN 37923

Visit Intuitive Readers, Alternative Healing Practitioners,

Vendors of Beautiful Crystalline Products and Gifts. 

Join us for a day of healing, learning and fun! 


For more info email us at crystallinelightexpo@gmail.co


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Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
PO box 217
Dandridge, Tennessee