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IN THIS ISSUE *** MERCURY RETRO Healer to the Soul *** THE MANY VALUES OF LIGHT *** LIGHT FILLED NUMERIC EXPANSION *** PORTAL OF CHOICE *** LOVING THE INVISIBLE UNTIL IT COMES TRUE *** I AM SHE *** You Are Re-Incarnational Aspects of the Original You ***: Zep Tepi: Zero Point Crystals
MERCURY RETRO Healer to the Soul
Mercury retrograde is a maintenance period, perfect for revisiting everything one has not gotten to in the last several months. The planet Mercury is associated with the god mercury/ Hermes who is the 'god of the unexpected' and divine coincidences. Hermes/Mercury is the creator of new and sacred spaces. Mercury retrograde is inevitable regardless of our best-laid plans; we might just get a taste of unexpected luck in a serendipitous coyote medicine type of way. Mercury makes us go to the picnic in the pouring rain and have a great time. It asks us to be fluid in our day and remain flexible, having as many backup plans as it takes. Whenever things seem 'stuck,' Mercury/Hermes introduces fluid movement laced with little chunks of surprise. Mercury retro is all about getting unstuck in thought deed and dreams forgotten. Mercury in retrograde can be a deep healer of the soul. It asks you to look at what you do not want to address, what you do not want to clear up, what you do not want to heal. The winged messenger sits pondering what he should be doing, what he could be doing, what he was supposed to do. Mercury retrograde is a magical time of slowing down, being made to stop and smell the flowers. It asks you to pay special attention to detail to pay special attention to what is small and minute. it asks you to address everything that you are afraid of remembering, of becoming, of doing. Call those that you haven’t talked to in months or years or decades. Look backwards in time but don’t lick your wounds. Get ready to plant new seeds in your soul. Time beckons you to walk through the past, picture by picture, memory by memory. Having No regrets about who you were or what you did. Allow this mercury retrograde to youth you, to take you back to when you were a child of wonder. Recapture your youth through your memories and then shift those memories into fairy dust and sprinkle it on your life. See the kid in everyone around you and play like your life depends upon it. As the vibrations of Mercury wrap themselves around you, they will escort you to the land of many knots (nots). In this land of many knots (nots) they ask you to look at what still binds you in your body, what still binds you in your heart, what still binds you in your soul. Mercury retrograde asks you to look at what you do not want to address, what you do not want to clear up, what you do not want to heal. The winged messenger Mercury has a small limp at this time, as he sits upon a stone beckoning the sacred waters from the healing well to run across his stress lines. He sits there pondering what he should be doing, what he could be doing, what he was supposed to do. The strain upon his winged feet demands he slow in energy, in walk in thought. Mercury retrograde is a magical time of slowing down, or being made to stop, to smell the flowers of your life. It asks you to pay special attention to detail to pay special attention to what is small and minute. Become as mouse and look closely at what needs to be addressed. Time beckons you to her side as she walks through the past, picture by picture, memory by memory, thought by thought. The spirit of Time takes you past the fine lines of scrutiny. No bah hum bugs about who you were, what you were or what you did. Every thread of you is woven into the beautiful tapestry you are now and even if you do not see the beauty reflected in your own eyes, it truly comes as a mirror from Source. Let those around you reflect that beauty with their kindness. You are a child of God. You are a child of the Universe. Honor yourself as such. Honor yourself those around you in all of their choices. People are enmeshed and immersed in the quick sand of their thoughts. They are not listening and do not hear your woes as theirs internal sound is in Dolby digital surround sound. Allow this mercury retrograde to youth you, to take you back to when you were a child of wonder, a child of grace. Recapture your youth through your memories and then shift and sift those memories into fairy dust. Youth is first a state of mind, then a state of heart and then a state of body. Allow your body time to catch up with your youthful thoughts. See the kid in everyone around you and play like your life depends upon it - because it does. Youthing gives you life, laughter gives you more life and loving gives you all life. MERCURY RETRO 2009-2010
THE MANY VALUES OF LIGHT By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
As you sit in a place of new angles of life and light, you begin to understand about the vibrations within rays and the different values of light. The light that comes from true East is different in texture and sound than the light that comes from the other directions. The true value of light has many faces, as well as prismatic fractals. Information riding the wave of photons (light particles) originates from various points of the Universe each carrying a different truth. Face all the directions of your soul in order to know the fullest of this wisdom. Light enters the eye at a different angle allowing the refraction's and reflections of the past and future to be seen out the corner of the soul. The eclipses came to announce the memory of standing in the gap, bridging Heaven and Earth. A state of Grace can be achieved by those that insist on making a difference. Many insist on what has been wronged to be righted - no more excuses, no more lies, no more red tape to bandage those with political needs. The memory of justice awakens from what seems like to be a coma. She is blind no longer and sheds a new light on many cloaked issues. Light as a feather of truth one’s intentions should be not weighty or burdensome. Digging deep into anything (thought, memory) gives more than you expect. Are you ready for truths that will shake your faith in others who may hold your future? A sacred geometry is formed as the energies begin to strut their stuff. Lines of light open information that has not been needed until now. There are hidden meanings and messages in everyone’s words – listen with your heart and not your humanness. Like a cosmic scrabble game the ancient letters come undone to be re-written again. The old restraints in words and thoughts begin to fall away like rusty shackles on an emancipated servant. Within all words are hidden truths, within all texts are books of knowledge, within all messages are healings. Embrace the hidden, the secret, and the unknown within yourself and your true motives. Do not be afraid of the reflection that comes to you in a mirror, in a person, in a dream. Open up to receive the compete experience of perceiving and knowing.
LIGHT FILLED NUMERIC EXPANSION By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
As we are forced into new cogs of time via the whims and wishes of others a shift comes to our planetary light structure. We have known for some time that Time itself has been unraveling and is choosing to wrap itself in another direction. Oft times the selfish agenda of humans allows them entrance into something that is truly for their betterment. Like blind mice they search for explanations that can only be felt and never written. As earth is issued more time to do what it could not get to in regular day light hours humanity is feeling stretched like handy wrap. More and more demands are placed on an already frayed world. Like one who has won millions of dollars everyone comes knocking upon your door asking for handouts and a hand up. Life demands your attention but with only 24 hours per earth day how are you going to spend your very precious time? The time equations and the linear-ness of your time expressions is about to shift in dimensional context. What this is means to you is such. You open up time equations that have been dormant up until now. These are light filled numeric formulas of expansion. Time is a 360 degree equation of change. It can be approached from above, from below, from in between or from the past and the future. Your capabilities are far surpassing what your Earthen imagination has taken to be expanded thinking. You are opening up portals of self, portals of knowing, and portals of expression that you have never dreamt or that has ever been dreamt by anyone on your Earth could be experienced. Coming in to your true self is a dimensional shift as well. The true you is not one Being. It is not one frequency of heightened ascended Light. It is not one aspect. The true essence of you is multitudes of experience. You are a multi-universal expression of unending light. You look at your 3rd dimensional world and see such limited possibilities. In the next few years you will be experiencing paramount knowledge. this knowledge in all of its exquisiteness and expansiveness is but a minuscule particle of what is available. You are now ready to receive as you have never received before. The receiving will come in knowledge packets. The receiving will come in dreams. The receiving will come in encodings that are released from your DNA. Every aspect of you, every cell, every hair, every iota is activating into what is known as God encodings. This is means your hair is becoming a celestial event. Your skin is becoming a celestial event. Every aspect of you walks into fullness. And in that fullness, you will recognize that it is not enough and reach for more. you stretch yourself to go home, to embrace what you know as God. the God that you search for is within you and has been within you from the beginning. You stretch your arms out as a baby that wants its parents. The parent holds it already. The child searches for what it has. The more God knows itself; the more God realizes that he/she does not know itself at all. The Universe expands through you, for you, and to you; it is continually birthing itself into more just for you. And yet that more is smart enough to realizes it is less, Which draws it into birthing more. There is not an end to you. There is not a beginning to you. Existence just is! Each one of you is more than you can ever comprehend. To find that remembrance within your system would be to explode your system from humanness and to re-emerge as what you were in the beginning. The space in between the stars, the planets, the black holes, is God calling himself back into beginning which will immediately be formed again. Everyday you are challenged by your beliefs and for your beliefs., Everyday you are challenged as you hold tightly and grip what seems to be reality. You are afraid to know more. Each time, each minute, each level of information that comes to you, challenges your sanity, challenges your existence. You each are continually downloaded and upgraded. Many Truths are for your ears only your mind only, your heart only. They may not fit your metaphysical belief system. We are the Pleiades and we will go at this time. Honor what comes through your thinking patterns.
PORTAL OF CHOICE By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
You are in a time and place of birthing yourself into a higher octave of light. As you sit in the womb of No-time, you feel limited. In this limitedness you try to stretch, but the walls of illusion, and the walls of earthly limitation seem to keep you confined. You are not able to stretch into the vastness you innately know yourself to be.
When a child is in the mothers womb, the child’s spirit has the ability to reach out past the limitations of the womb. Skirting about in the parent’s everyday lives. Reaching into the past, and future, overcoming space and time. Your life is similar to that of the unborn child. You feel limitations, as if the very walls of your life grow steeper and steeper each time you try to scale them. You grunt, you groan, you complain as the limitations become more and more animated. You have the same abilities and capabilities as the unborn child. You are living in this 3rd dimension and yet you are also living in spirit. Your body seems limited and vulnerable, yet the spirit that inhabits that vehicle has magnificent and untapped abilities. It is this part of the Earthly gestation period that Earth as a planet, and you as a people are entering into. It is a time where the limited perception of your humanness merges with the vast and all-knowing Soul and Spirit. Coming together Merging and then Emerging. Right now you feel like a caterpillar, in a cocoon stage of consciousness. You know that you are destined to become more, Yet Everything In Your World Points To Less Than!! You feel deep within your being that if you tried, you could fly. Then you take another look at yourself and see only the reflection of density, and human limitation. The Chrysalis/Cocoon around you thickens and hardens as the holographic crust of earth. Keeping you confined in a prison of your own thinking and making. There seems no way out! Then one day a small light appears coming from a hole within this holographic cocoon, and your heart races with possibilities. The holographic illusion of limitation begins to crumble right in front of your eyes. You all are just now seeing that small point of light. Showing you the way out, the way up and the way home. The caterpillar looks at itself and says “how am I going to get through that small opening’? How can I CAN FLY I don’t have wings, I am just a caterpillar! The caterpillar must walk into a time of SURRENDERING! Surrendering his limitations, and surrendering to the divine spark within him. Surrendering to an understanding, a truth that he has never experienced in this consciousness. Surrendering is accepting in the process, it is trusting! It is internally knowing what is truth, when everything else reflects and mirrors limitations. The hole is small only in the mind of the caterpillar, not in the mind of God. In the mind of God it is large enough to accommodate all the future butterflies of earth. It is a time of surrendering to what you know to be truth. Even though it cannot be proven, or confirmed, pointed out, documented, charted or recorded in history. Surrender and trust your process. The butterfly that you are inside this human caterpillar, inside of this earthly cocoon is far greater than any illusion. Let go and know that the divine plan will work through you no matter what. The caterpillar is destined to become a butterfly! The cocoon would never ever allow the caterpillar to be released, because that is what a cocoon does. It limits, it protects, it keeps bound. Earth keeps you as a cocoon until you are ready to set yourself free. The caterpillar knows that it must try, and try again, or it will die. That is the point of reference that each and everyone of you sit at. You feel you must try, or perish in the process. Your Soul pushes you through that tiny hole into a Higher Light, just like the caterpillar is pushed by instinct. You push back, saying ‘ No, I can’t fit, No I can’t jump, No, I can’t fly, NO I CAN’T !’ Spirit says, “ you must, or you will perish, as will all life.” Earth is at a portal of choice, there will be a decision made by the mass consciousness. All of God’s creations sit upon this fence of decision. All of life is “in decision”.
L LOVING THE INVISIBLE UNTIL IT COMES TRUE By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
You have each walked into a stairway of questing, of questioning, of asking what is the next step of my journey, of my heart, of my mission. You stand at the top of the stairway to heaven, but it does not connect to anything that you can feel or see. Your hearts’ desires live above the patterns of the mass consciousness and the mass manifestations. As you reach into your higher heart for higher truths, higher lights and higher loves; you also reach for higher creational abilities. These manifestations live in the invisible. They are visible only in your mind, in your heart and in your dreams. But they are invisible in your physical world. You are asked to place all of your desires, your wants, and your needs –upon an invisible future. There are so few that truly know without a doubt that the invisible will manifest in accordance with how deeply, how strongly, how powerfully they believe. You cannot see your future because your future does not live here on earth. It has not come as of yet. It has not manifested, you are ahead of your creations. In this there is great frustration, as you feel all alone in your creations. It is like baking a cake from a cake mix box that has no directions on it, putting it into an oven that is invisible and turning on a timer that does not exist. Each of you holds your personal 'vision in invisibility.' Every great person that has existed on this earth has held the vision in a place of invisibility. First they imagined it, then they embraced it, and then they loved it until the invisible became true. It did not come by some divine decree. It came into manifestation through the hearts, the yearnings and the desires of those that called it into existence. You are responsible for creating the invisible dream that dwells in your heart. You hold it as one who holds a baby bird in their hands – comforting it, giving it warmth, nurturing it. You are continually birthing what you need, and what you desire. Most people give up before it is manifested -- the very day the birth is to be announced they quit, they stop, and they walk away. They think who will notice? Who will care? Everything of life notices and everything of life cares! All of Earth was ready to welcome in that manifestation that you so lovingly created, and germinated inside of your heart and that you so thoughtlessly aborted before it was birthed. Trust the seeds that you have planted. You must trust that what your soul yearns for is true and will come forth and be birthed. The Creator does not ever and can not ever hold back from you or sequester something from you. You are given full reign on earth. You are the ones that will birth the future. When you see a need, fill it. At that moment in time the universe is saying to you – “Help me to birth this. Help God to birth it by just holding the vision long enough for it to manifest". Each of you is asked continually to help birth a better future, a better Earth, just by you're thinking. Hold the vision of goodness for your world – not just your own creations. Whenever you have an opportunity to seed another’s thought – give them the gift of what you know to be truth and hope. Hold that gift long enough until it is birthed. Do not ever give up on it. The Creator, the Source has never given up on you. Do not give up on others. Do not laugh at their dreams or toss their dreams to the wind because sometimes a person’s dreams is all that they have to live for. Help to birth the dreams, the desires, and the invisible into the visible.
I AM SHE By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
I am SHE that heralds from the stars. The threads of my gown of light are interwoven constellations. I am SHE that you wish upon in the night sky as you look up and see my heart light pulsing toward yours. I am Star Woman and I live within you as you live within me. When you were a child, you would sit at your bedside and ponder all that was in the sky above. You would look for the signs. You would look for the magic. You would look for the hope that you so needed in your life. You sought someone who loved you more than you even loved yourself. When you were a child, you wished upon me and I did my best to make all your wishes come true. I came to you and brushed the tears from your eyes as you, little one cried yourself to sleep -- tears of confusion over your family, over your school, over your day. I stood there and looked at you and loved you with all of my heart. I was Star Woman then as I am Star Woman now. Within me live black holes and white holes and ultra-violet holes. Within me are universes that implode and explode upon them selves. Just like your emotions, Your explosions are a microcosm, where my explosions are a macrocosm. You are not miniscule in heart, in love, in light, or in deed. You are a great galaxy that chose to remember itself through human form. You dear ones hold the very fabric of time within your being. You look to your world for the answers that only can be seen in the nuances of your being. You look for the skywriting; you look for the words on the billboards that no longer stand up right. You look for the trees and the wind that a waif through them to give you the messages you seek. But you no longer hear it for the song is different, the pulse is different, and the scent is different. It feels as if you have been lifted away from what you once knew into a place that is a foreign and strange land. Everything seems to be speaking a foreign language and your heart seems to be beating at an irregular beat. You listen for the animals to speak and they just stand silently. Your heart beats harder and faster when you find a part of the puzzle that gives you a point of remembrance. You feel like a great vacuum has sucked away all the miracles and they no longer exist. A great void has come and taken them from your land like a pied piper calling to what is lost. What you seek is not found on earth dear ones. You must lift your head above the clouds that diffuse you and listen with ears above the highest octave of light, The answers that you seek, do not live on this planet for there has been an acceleration process, but not in the dimension that your world chooses to go. Your consciousness is vast and wide and high and great. Your love fills oceans and worlds upon worlds, but still it is not enough to shift the outcome for all souls. As you breathe into a place of lighter light and deeper love, you spring forth from a place that brings pearls of wisdom created from the oysters and the irritations of being so human and divine simultaneously.
You move from
your position of sparrow into your position of condor, flying above the
holographic situations of earth, above the mirage of earth
life, into a stay sharp at the pinnacle of your spiritual awareness. Do not jump from a cliff as a worried lighthouse swimming to save another that is about to crash on the shores of life. You must shine for them and teach them to fly, to sup upon a higher light and a higher belief system. Many have lost their faith; they have lost their way in this mirage of confusion. Some have lost their homes, and the landscapes of their future. It is up to you to draw them a new picture, to draw them a new outcome by your actions. Building a future from a different place and a new blueprint. Your wings have been flustered by these winds of change. The hope that you hold for yourself - give to all of earth, see her fulfilled and healed. At this time I leave. I am Star Woman.
You Are Re-Incarnational Aspects of the Original You By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan Time after time, existence after existence, you have been lived, died and been born again. In this lifetime alone you have birthed and died a hundred times already and there will be a thousand more to come. Level by level, week by week – you birth another level of you, another nuance that is not known and has not been seen, another possibility, another perception. Every night as you sleep, you have the option to let go of what has hurt you, what has lessened your light, what has landed in your heart, and fly to the stars and dance in the heavens, and be birthed anew on the sunrise. Humans are the only species in this part of the galaxy that have the ability to die a hundred deaths and be born a hundred times in one life span. You are re-incarnation-al aspects of the original you, of your original being from this human birth. It seems as if weeks are years and years are weeks, and days are long and nights are short, and the sun shines brighter and the waters run bluer. All of this is because you perceive it as so. There are many whose perceptions are dark and dank and they see only muddy waters and toxic debris on the shoreline. They see the residual pond of selfishness that the human species is drowning in. They do not see the heart of the day or the soul of the night; they are blind to the good inherent within each situation. They lessen themselves as the lessons get crueler and crueler. They shrink their horizons as their panoramic view dilutes itself to the size of a single molecule. Do not allow the delusional and the dilution of another’s perception to splatter mud upon your own heart’s joy. For what you seek, you shall find and what you yearn for you shall become, and what is unknown shall be known. For wide is the path that you have sculpted for yourself. Lift up your being as you see above the conflict from a viewpoint high on the cliff of divinity. For it is up to you dear ones to always lift yourself above the confusion, above the pain, above the sadness and the delusion. For you hold the rainbow promise of the future within you. You hold the hope of all those who sleep in fear and confusion. You hold the promise that this world will not be destroyed again, the promise that the Christed one would come back, the promise that the Masters of Light and your stellar parentage would one day would look at you eye to eye. The promise that there is nothing on earth that does not love you. The darkness raises its head like a sleepy dragon trying to bait you into becoming fearful, filled with anxiety as an asteroid passes, as another Hitler is born, a plane crashes, a city falls apart. You must believe dear ones that all is well. You must hold the holy promise within you no matter how you see your world crumble. For it is that very vibration of Hope that you hold that will lift you just a few inches above the mass consciousness in order to see the truth of the new day, the new divine order, and the new light that is being birthed.
Zep Tepi ZERO POINT CRYSTALS As the ancient texts once said, "If you would speak with the gods you must first learn the language of the gods." modern scientists regard DNA as a shimmering wave form configuration, which is able to be modified by words, thoughts, light, magnetic fields and sonic pulses. The Egyptians believed DNA came from the stars and was destined to return. The term Zep, means closing and opening, rips in time, movement through space-time, or encoded DNA. the point where night turns to day, where day turns to night is called – ZERO POINT or Zep Tepi. It is depicted as two lions seated back-to-back, facing away from each other. They are also called Yesterday and Tomorrow, as one lion faces towards the east where the sun rises and begins the new day, the other lion faces west where the sun sets. According to Ancient Egyptian myth, the legendary Gates of the Afterworld were guarded by two gigantic lions or sphinxes called Aker. Behind the lion towers a huge mound or pyramid and under it is found a large, oval chamber which appears to be hermetically sealed. In this mysterious chamber it said to be some ancient secret, from the 'gods' who ruled the land of Egypt during the Time of Zep Tepi -'The First Time'. At the destruction of Atlantis the Earth shook, and secret knowledge was hidden in ‘CRYSTALS’ to be released at the time of the Zep Tepi. It is now that time! The Zep Tepi or Ancients would visit their creations coming through the pyramids or arriving in great spaceships. Zep Tepi left the message that they will return at the end of this Cycle of Time through the alchemy of DNA. There were 12 grid points on the planet through which the Zep Tepi moved, creating 12 nations, all of which came into being at the same time, each independent of the other. According to many Earth legends, the Zep Tepi return at the beginning and end of each time cycle. Some called them the Giants who walked upon the Earth, recorded on ancient hieroglyphs, sacred monuments, and texts. This group of people known as Zep Tepi were survivors of disaster in their former home and sought a new life in the Nile valley. According to Egyptian records they built the Great Sphinx and the Pyramid complex at Giza. The term “zero point” is taken from the mystic Madame Helena Blavatsky, author of The Secret Doctrine (1888). Blavatsky explains: ‘material points without extension’ are … the materials out of which the “Gods” and other invisible powers clothe themselves in bodies.... the entire universe concentrating itself, as it were, in a single point.” |
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