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THE QUANTUM AWAKENING A THOUGHT…. A WAY OF LIFE….A WEBSITE …. & A GLOBAL ELECTRONIC NEWSLETTER
MARCH 2008 Easter ISSUE 109
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Created, Channeled, Written, Published and copyrighted with Love by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan This newsletter reaches a core group of 8817+ dedicated planetary LightWorkers and births itself into completeness from that point forward
IN THIS ISSUE *** WITHERING HEIGHTS *** LOOKING BETWEEN THE PAST AND PRESENT WITH THE EYES OF EASTER *** COSMIC CATARACTS *** CROSSING THE ABRIDGED EDITION OF SELF *** ALL IS INVISIBLE AND EMBRYONIC OF STATE AT THIS TIME *** HEART FELT INTENT *** COSMIC CLASSIFIED ADS
WITHERING HEIGHTS As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan Within the human being is a seed of hope a divine blueprint that has promised never to leave. A seed that stays planted no matter how bad the weather and storms of life may be. So many people have worked so hard only to see their dreams laid to rest in a barren thirsty soil. They have followed their divine blueprint into a desert that grows little and a land that does not support. They have extended themselves financially, emotionally and physically plowing a land that is unfriendly and desires not to support what their heart yearns for. As their dreams begin to wither in the high noon sun of earthly chaos and manipulation the light of hope seems to fade, the heart begins to close the door on hope. We become robot like as we struggle not to feel the sadness in our heart. We don’t want to give up on what lives in our heart but we do not see the seasons changing in our favor. All hands of the planet reach out to take what little you have stretching you into more fears and tears and hopelessness. The price of all goes sky high as you continue to make ends meet the rope gets tighter and tighter around your dreams seeming to squeeze the very life out of them We begin to feel like silly putty bouncing off the walls and only absorbing the pictures that others give to us. 2008 to 2012 is going to kick in like a mustang that has just been corralled. We try hard to escape this harsh reality but life swims toward us with an open mouth hungry to take any and all. Any illusion of control is held tightly in the body as pain as we announce to the world what we are not going to do louder than what we will be forced to do via life and circumstance. Our bodies kick and scream and our soul pirouettes spinning out of control as the seasons of time demand our undivided attention. All personal considerations go on hold as these vast energies enter our field of inquiry. Fight or flight gallops thru our biological system as adrenaline glands pump hard like horses in a quarter mile race. We step within to address the root of the problem as what is invisible in matter beats the heck out of us, like neighbor kids in a snowball fight, no harm intended but it still hurts. We feel helpless and hopeless as our dreams seem to whither on the vine. Our ability to nurture has turned into the need to survive. We begin to panic looking for the escape hatch, anything has to be better that all of this planetary upheaval. All of these events have been predicted for many many years but we did not hear and we did not want to see that particular future. We now sit in space and time asking to be rescued by anything or anyone. In this place of vulnerability the scent of danger is sensed, as we become victims of a changing world. How can little ole us fight the oil companies the government the choices of people that do not seem to know what they are doing? How can we correct the balance of a world and economy on tilt? Well dear ones it is time to get off our humbled haunches and stand up for all we believe to be good and light and truth and honor. We have been schooled for this time and energy our entire life. We are not little in light or purpose we are destined to make a difference person by person thought by thought without fear of consequence. In the next 4 years as we enter the gateway of 2012 we will be held responsible by our very actions or inactions for what is to be birthed and the future of earth. We have the light tools to shift the molecules of all that seems to own us and take away our freedom of choice. Yes we are adrift on a sea of manipulation by all that seems grander than us. Yes we are padding with our hopes and dreams on a sea that changes its currents every day. We are not someone’s puppets to be played with and restrung at a moments notice. We are the saviors of a world that has come undone. It is up to us to hold onto the vision of peace and hope and what is for the greatest good of all concerned. We can shift our world thought by thought starting with our own little personal universe. We are not blind victims in a con game, we have come into this with eyes wide open, and no matter how hard we try to close them we can still see clearly. No one on this earth has the right to wither our dreams pushing us from the cliffs as we strive to climb to new heights. We have a great promise that lives in our soul that over shadows all doubt in our future choices. We can not and will not let others decide our destiny. Are we so small and meek that we are afraid of the price increase of rice in china the price increase of gas in the middle east, the price of eggs and milk? How can we let such things make us give up on our dreams of doing and becoming? We are greater than these black darting energies that swarm us like gnats and crush our dreams every time we listen to the news. Our life force has better things to do than swat at the small and pesky. We have people to love, an earth to heal, life to live to the fullest. This is a time to learn how to energetically put a rubber band on every single thing. To stretch it energetically to its full potential to tell those 2 eggs they will scramble up to 4, to tell that shampoo it will wash 20 more heads of hair, to bless that gas when you are pumping it and direct the liquid gas molecules into an expanded state allowing you to get more miles per fill up than any time before. We will have to make due with what we have until the hundredth monkey effect of this very thought has reached out and touched every one of the world. When the price of life goes up the first thing we do is contract pull in give up on what we were going to use or save that money for. All we hear in the echo’s of that extra money flowing into our gas tank is ‘Well Ma we can't go to the smoky mountains this year cas’ gas cost to much we’ll have to stay home’. The first thing that happens to Ma is her hopes are dashed to pieces, her heart begins to sink, her passion flies out the window. She is deeply silently angry and that anger transfers into every meal she cooks like poison, and then like clock work her and her families immune system begins to drop causing dis-ease. She has no hope and cannot see the always-blue sky behind the gray clouds of not enough. Unfortunately this will become a chain reaction touching every experience in her life. In the USA we use more gas than the rest of the world, we live so far apart and everything is at such a distance. Most of us do not have mass transit or are afraid to ride it and it’s just to darn far for a mule ride. We have been the spoiled throw away part of the world and now it has come back to bite us in the butt. The learning’s come like hardball in a soft ball game. We are eating a lot of crow and changing the way we view life. no more rose tinted glasses dawn our horizon we are all wearing bi-focals as we try to blend 2 worlds together to make peace in one. This is what the next 4 years is about as we all two-step our way toward 2012. We can be the change we wish to see in the world if we will only listen with the eyes of the soul and hear with the heart. We have misused this place in so many ways always expecting her to be here for us, no matter what, now we must be here for what ails the planet. The heavens look to us to become the change we seek. Every thought is precious and counts, do not let the thought of not enough, time energy or money enter your mind or future. I NOW HAVE MORE THAN ENOUGH TIME, ENERGY, AND MONEY TO FULFILL ALL MY NEEDS, WANTS, DESIRES, AND OBLIGATIONS… so be it.
COSMIC CATARACTS As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan When we were in spirit all of our choices seemed so easy, so effortless. We knew we would make the highest choice with no problem – we knew that every choice had a divine counterpart. When we came into this solid aspect of earthen divinity, we all forgot we got 3-D planetary amnesia. We became holographiclly challenged, limited, and fearful. We took baby steps, not the giant steps we had promised the Creator. On the bus to Earth, the driver spoke of ice cream, chocolate, sex, and all the tangible tasty goodies we would experience. The driver told us ‘you will forget from where you have just come, you will forget how to just be, you will get tangled up in the earthen web of forgetfulness and you will feel abandoned, hopeless and alone’. He then said with a smile, ‘there will come a day when all of Heaven will sing with a great joy as you remember once again who you are and why you are on Earth’. We were all so excited about coming to Earth, feeling emotions, feeling love, kissing and tasting all that Earth had to offer we did not hear the driver with our hearts, we did not listen. Therefore, we all got off the beautiful yellow bus and came into this world screaming and kicking naked and vulnerable. Some of us stayed, for the duration some said heck no and went back home right away. we could still remember pretty good until we were about five or six years old. We could still see our angels and guardian, they were our invisible friends and we played with them and talked with them and made mom set a place for them at the dinner table. Very soon cosmic cataracts began to form. Daily life demanded more and more from us slowing down our memory showing us the so-called limitations of this planet. Our heart grew sadder as we began to forget who we were and our promise to earth and the creator. Those of us that volunteered to come to earth were the masters, the light ones. the ones who volunteered to usher Earth into the next step of her journey toward stardom. Some of us held tightly to the little remembrances, the little pieces of Heaven that still lived in our heart. Our visions were so strong and such a priceless treasure no one could take them from us. We held them silently knowing that one day they would be birthed in fullness. We were coached and taught by nature and Mother Earth her self. We talked to the animals; they listened and heard our cry. The flowers knew our very thoughts, the wind held us like a loving mother. The stars would send down reminders of who we were as they fell from the heavens for our eyes only. We knew to wish upon them with all of our heart and soul. The other children of Earth knew that we were different. They hurt us with their words and their sticks and their stones pushing us further into ourselves, pushing us further away from the real reason we incarnated. People of earth did not seem to want us here and made no qualms about letting us know. We would lock ourselves in the bathroom and look deep into the mirror looking beyond the flesh into our soul eyes asking the reflection that stood in front of us ‘who are you and where am I ?’ the body seemed as a burden and not as a temple and a sacred place of light. Many of us felt like a stranger in a strange land – we just wanted to go home. We didn’t want to play this game of being human any more – it hurt to be human. It hurt to feel all the sadness and all the pain of everything and everyone around you. We all had been born as empaths - we felt to the very core of our being. Our parents and our peers just saw it as moodiness and thought we would outgrow it but we never did. So we went deeper and deeper into ourselves, hiding from our feelings, hiding from our humanness and hiding from what made us special. For years we did everything we could to forget – we just wanted to forget that we were different. No matter how we tried to drown the light within us the flame never died. In fact the older we got, the more our light shone through all cloaking devices. We couldn’t hide from who we were any longer. We were beginning to remember again. We were remembering that we had a very important mission, a promise and an assignment to do. Over and over and over again we heard these words echo in our head and heart – Just love, just love these people. Show them love. Remember to love. Once in a while we would venture out in the real world. We would try so hard to show others what was truth, what was light, what was love as we knew it, as we remembered it. Our words and actions would fall upon deaf ears and a blind heart. They were not ready to hear truth – to see light – to embrace love. And they let us know it very loud and very clear. Along our way the Universe would send signs in the form of angels and beautiful visions to ease the pain of humanness. As we got older our gifts began to amplify. No matter how hard we worked to push them away they would break through the crystalline stage of dormancy and demand more and more from us pushing us closer to the light. The visions would tell us that we were not alone on earth, the visions would tell us about truths that would be unveiled and revealed. The visions would speak of a time that we would be the light leaders and lead the people of earth back to first light. A time when every face we look at would reflect the light that lived in their hearts. A time when our heart would become a catalyst and ignite the dormant spotlight in everyone we met. We held tightly to these visions knowing they were true. They were given to us to nurture, to love and hold us, until it was time for them to be birthed in the now. In that time of waiting we reunited with our own divinity, we cultivated our own light and we learned how to love this human body. Day by day we get a glimpse of what is to come. We sit anxiously awaiting the promises of a loving Creator. We know now that none of our journey was in vain because it was all part of the sentence of light. We were the nouns, the pronouns, the verbs and the adjectives. We know now that we really never forgot, that all was an illusion. We know now that light lives in every molecule of existence always.
LOOKING BETWEEN THE PAST AND PRESENT WITH THE EYES OF EASTER As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan As the time of Easter enters your consciousness, realize that you will energetically experience and walk through aspects of the same Biblical Times, and your own past selves that existed during those times. You will walk through extensions of your parallel and multi-dimensional selves that are overlying and underlying your sacred path. You will part the seas of existence as you look between the past and the present. At the time of the Easter Celebration you will connect fully with the dimensional aspects of your soul. Not only are you running dimensional sequences within simultaneous time, but you are also running dimensional sequences with Higher Selves, Soul Selves, Angelic Selves, and oversoul Selves. You are the intersection of the Light meeting the Light. You stand at the crossroad of time. Everything cavorts upon you, surrounding you in the vastness and knowledge throughout time and space. You will see as you stand in the center of your multi-dimensional being that the present is the point of manifestation and creation. You house internally and externally, spiritually and physically, all possibilities. You can and will resurrect through time and space, you will release linear conjunctions of self and linear expectations of self as you mount your full potential to receive the 144 Commandments of Light. I the higher aspect of the Christ speak to you from the intersection of humanness, Soul, and Over Soul. I speak to you at the point that you and I intersect and we form a Star of David, the Star Tetrahedron, and the Cosmic Mercaba. I ask you to turn your eyes inward – NOW—to the focus point of your 3rd eye. To place your consciousness there on the screen of all possibilities and see the light that I AM, the Light that you are, and the Light that we can become together. When Jesus the man left the earth as his Christed self, and crowned his humanness in glory and Ascension, his disciples hid behind his event of transformation and transmutation. They focused upon this awe-inspiring event with fear, and doubt. They felt deserted, abandoned, and not empowered. As your humanness has the opportunity to fully walk into its Christed garments of Light, will you feel as though you have abandoned your humanness? Will you feel as though you have abandoned the pleasures of earth, and those you love? Do not allow your garment of Christed Light to be something that you only wear on Sundays or holidays. Wear it continually with the knowledge that you can be divine, holy, and human simultaneously. For Jesus the man said that the future generations of light walkers would do greater deeds than he, which was a promise he made to the future children of light that would walk earth. You shift the future by your thought, by your actions, by your awareness', and by your declarations. You have changed the molecular structure of the mind; the past will not enter your future. The instructions are as such. As you celebrate Easter – celebrate the Cosmic Christ, the Over Soul, and the Human Being who lovingly moves toward Christed awareness. Do not get caught up in the trappings of what happened in Biblical Times, move past it. Don’t camp out too long in the Spiritual Stigmata of your old selves. Yes, there were injustices. and pain. But it is not your job to own it. Your heart is a Christ Heart. Yes you take everything to heart. yes you feel the injustices, yes you feel for what fell a minute ago, a week ago, a day ago. But how do those feelings serve you? You cannot move when you are drenched in pity, in sadness, in anger, or in fear. The mobility comes only when you love, in certainness, in faith, in peace. Whenever your life is not moving, it is because you have cemented your feet in the past. I represent the Trinity of all the incarnations of Christ I am all of it-- as are you. You have worn every religion, every faith, and every conviction. You have worn every magical, alchemical thought through time and space. You still wear them. Your past does not serve you but as a reminder of what failed. Look to the future with a heart that is Light. I AM the essence of the Cosmic Christ. I am in you as you are in me. For we are cut from the same wheat and mixed in the same bowl and kneaded into a loaf of bread that is to shared with all. We are the same. I am not mightier than you are. I am not grander than you are. I am you. I ask you to lovingly lift the memory of my time on earth out of the pain and crucifixion and see it fly as the Phoenix it became. Your potential is unlimited. It goes beyond words or expectations. I ask you at this time of Easter to receive my body in communion – but not through a wafer or a glass of wine – but through a vibration. When the sun rises on the morn of Easter – breathe me into you. Sup upon my knowledge of all time – and I will sup upon your humanness. You are the pride and the joy of this universe. Stand up – to see in truth, the true reflection of the Cosmic Christ you are!
CROSSING THE ABRIDGED EDITION OF SELF As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan We herald forth from the star that is within the constellation of Taurus. We are the eye of the Bull. We are a re-connection frequency. We bridge between here and there. We bridge the past and the future. We bridge between thoughts, action and non-action. We bridge between desires and manifestations, wants and needs. We are the unused portions of your celestial nature. We come forth to announce that your abilities to move between dimensions, between thoughts, between the past, present, and future, are in the process of being abridged and reconstructed. These new constructs are issued to you energetically between the past eclipses and future eclipses of 2008. The eclipses are bridges of light that allow them selves to be temporarily placed until the permanent solutions are embedded within your energy fields. In other words, when you have a thought of the past, there is a moment that is still and void before you get there. There are spaces in-between thoughts. It is in this place that we correspond with you. There are spaces in-between your letters, your numbers, your sentences, your words, your paragraphs. We as the re-connections live in-between all of these experiences. We come to show you that the energies that you dance upon like angels upon a pinhead, are moving much faster then you give them credit for. They may be a blink of an eye long, a quarter of a breath long, a thought, a second long, but they span creation. It is in this in-between-ness of physical thought and physical existence that new energies are being prepared. The Universe is reestablishing a connection with you. You can consider us a portal, a trans-portal that takes you to a floor that does not exist in the building that you are entering. A thought that takes you beyond your present emotional temperature. An awareness that moves you beyond your current galactic understanding. We are the in-between of all-ness. We come reaching out our energy, and stretching our light so that you may walk upon us as a bridge. entering in to solutions of the soul walking into thresholds and abilities that are inherent and dormant. We are the abridged edition of the Light within the star Aldebran, in the Constellation Taurus. We come as a catalyst for what ails you. You zoom past your life. You zoom past the possibilities of undiscovered potential within every meeting, within every encounter. Everything that enters your life gives you something, a connection, a remembrance, a healing, an understanding. Everything that is escorted into your personal dot.com universe is there for you, by you, and with you. Every one of your days is designer by nature - personally composed for you. each word that is given to you and issued as a truth, fits and fills only the residence within your personal cellular and stellar nature. It is proven that in-between your cell structures are vast empty spaces. It is these vast empty spaces in-between your thoughts, and body, that the Light of the Light shall pour itself into Enveloping, and solidifying all that you are to be. The clear light of circumstance wraps around you and presents itself in such a way that there will no longer be a question about who you are and what you are capable of being and doing. As we sit in the eye of Taurus, you sit in the 'I am' of Humanness.
ALL IS INVISIBLE AND EMBRYONIC OF STATE AT THIS TIME As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan As we finally enter our next destination of time, we all seem to be stuck at the stoplight of self, waiting for the light to turn green and give us the go-ahead. Holding our breath, our tempers, and our expectations we wait on the sidelines for the universe to wave us forward. Stopping only to hone our desires, our wants and our needs we constantly look for the sign, the sky writing, that says, 'thumbs up, the water is safe come on in, you can now cross the street of your life to the next phase of your journey.' Eagerly we await what we feel in the pit of our stomach is big, really big! Searching our world, our reflections, and our intuitions for the cosmic directional. Feeling as if our legs are leaden, immovable keeping us in the land of the void, the unformed and uninformed. A place of no words, no actions, no foresight. Licking our wounds, feeling like a trapped animal in a place of no escape. Looking around us at the economy, the government, the world, and seeing that everyone is parked at the stoplight in a long line waiting for a sign. Misery often loves company but there is no comfort in this get together . Many get tired of waiting and venture out on their own into the void the unknown. coming back torn and tattered and even more confused telling us all of earth is stuck and appears immobile. Our hearts sink deeper into the pits of our stomach. Who will save us, who will lead us, who will be our messiah our president our commander and chief ? We feel as if we are held captive within space and time, sitting in the place between breaths, between heartbeats and between thoughts. The silence is loud; the energy of the soundless void is thunderous. We stick our fingers in our ears to stop the pain of silence, and as we do we hear a faint, but familiar voice. A wee voice that says listen to me, I am hear (here) for you. We strain ourselves listening to the one familiar soothing sound in the void, the voice of our true self, our soul, and our divinity. The voice continues to melodiously speak," Wait my dear, wait. All is invisible and embryonic of state at this time. Wait until the tide changes and finally reaches the seashore of your heart. Do not rush into dangerous waters, out of boredom, out of fear, out of need. Wait for life to unveil itself, the new is not fully formed. Hold onto the seed dreams within your soul heart. They will be the fruit of the future. The fragrance of the 21st century bloom. You walk into/unto a new level of life/light that has not ever been experienced. Lovingly wait until your soul announces to you that the bridge is safe to cross. Do not use excuses to become lethargic depressed and complacent. In this place that you temporarily sit, weave the longings of your heart into a vibratory tapestry of sub atomic particles that are destined to find their way into physical form. Do not sit as a passenger in your life. Looking at it pass by the window. You inhale unfamiliar energies that seem not to fit your life, your body, or your thinking. Hold tight as you paddle through the breakers of your life to the calm yet powerful waters of the New. Let go of the fear of falling off of your flat life and being eaten by sea (see) monsters. Sail fully without fear of failure. Follow the star chart of your destination with precision and then expect to land on new land that will provide even more than you imagined. Your waiting within the void is but an elevator ride from one floor of light to another. In all of life it is but a wink, a blink and a nod. Now sail on your beautiful boat into your unknown, unformed future. Allow your internal divine compass to innately sail you in the direction of your destiny. The illusion of stillness seems hauntingly alive, and you fear being devoured by its vastness, as one who sails to the rivers end only to find a great waterfall. Let go and allow the divinity within you to drive. It is older and wiser and has driven since the beginning of time. Allow the true self, the soul, the God within to move you in a direction of completeness. The void has the ability to extract what is in your heart and assist you in birthing it into manifestation."
HEART FELT INTENT As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan As you look in the mirror you see within a reflection, a sadness and a disappointment. A sadness that proclaims, somehow you have failed the universe, somehow you have failed the Creator and somehow you have failed your soul. That unsettling thought has not nor could not, ever be possible. You shall never be judged in the shortness of your aim as you see it and view it from a human perspective. For as you aim at your heart and soul’s desires– there cannot ever be the element of missing your mark. For just by the heartfelt intent of moving into any doorway, any experience means that you have succeeded. It is only the littleness of the self that keeps you doubting and fretting and looking at all of the mountains that you have not climbed, instead of the mountain that you have succeeded in climbing. The first mountain that you climb is being brave enough to incarnate on earth. Do not allow the energies of Earth to belittle you and beat you down into a pulp fiction. For within the eyes of the Creator you are grand and you have already succeeded. It is the self that proposes things are different. Do not be seduced by the energies of the self and the ego. The human element tends to scream louder than any divinity within. The divinity within you is quiet, subdued and yet grand. It does not to scream or announce itself, for it is comfortable within its own skin. All of you are Grand Masters of Light and Creation don’t ever forget that. Not only are you initiating this creation for yourself, but also for all the higher dimensional shifts of self. You are constantly announcing and pronouncing these creations on multiple levels. If you find that the blueprints within soul no longer serve you – then re-write the script of your creation. Let go of all that you have held unto in the past. Explore a new doorway, a new thought, a new avenue. If you find out what you are nesting on is not manifesting, then change the molecules around it. Do not get stuck in a permanent nesting mode do not beat yourself up. The only thing that is asked of you is that you love what you are creating. Don’t see it as a chore and become downtrodden in that creation. If you are not loving what you are manifesting, stop manifesting it until you love it again or until you love it from a different height, a different longitude, and a different latitude. Always your intentions walk before your manifestations. |
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